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Feeling alone with your thoughts?

Steve Monko - Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Yesterday, my partner Angie & I got into a discussion
about life direction, both business & personal.
 
For the last 2 plus months she has been studying the
concepts from the Robert Scheinfeld book
“Busting Loose from the Money Game”.  

You see, Angie just returned from a trip to Virginia
with our daughters, Chelsea & Maddie, where they
were mentored for 5 days at Robert’s home.

His ideas are certainly a quantum leap for the mind.

The biggest change for me is going from the societal
mindset of getting things done and being driven to do
so,VS living in the moment and ONLY doing what you
feel inspired or called to do. 

My fear is what if I don’t feel like doing anything?
 
How will I survive, pay my bills, afford luxury items?

This challenges the very fiber of my 46 years of programming….

The thought of being shunned and criticized by others seems
like torture to a true people pleaser like me!

So after shedding much emotion and debating our views,
we settled on accepting each other where we are at without
judgment. 

Now the good part……

This morning I woke up from a dream that had me running to
catch the bus.  In the dream I was running downhill, jumping
from stair to stair, and as I got closer to the end, the stairs grew
further and further apart.  These large gaps between the steps
prevented me from turning back, since I did not have any
leverage/momentum to retrace my steps.

Just when I got to the farthest point, I realized I was up some
300-400 feet in the air, with a large wall right in front of me.
 
The step became a bar stool, and all I could do was lay on top
of the stool, on my stomach, my limbs dangling.
   
Some people down below noticed my predicament and were
concerned for my well-being. But there was nothing they could do
to help.

I was up there for a day it seemed, afraid to fall asleep because
I could fall off.  I also noticed that the wall near me had stairs leading
safely down, but I couldn’t get to them.   In my rush to get from A to B,I had strayed from the path that led to safety!

The fire department had to use big ladders to reach me and bring me
to safety.  Boy was I embarrassed!  What were people going to think and say?



Pursuing change and understanding our self requires a leap of faith
into the unknown, trusting we will be taken care of. 

Trusting others has always been difficult for me!

How often has running blindly gotten me into a predicament? 
How often has fear of judgment stopped me from being authentic?

More often than I care to admit.  Can you relate?
Want to get off this merry go round?

This dream taught me to be less critical.  I was being critical yesterday
of Angie’s view and suggested she think things through better and meet
people where they’re at when teaching….

Then I wound up stuck up in the air from not thinking things through!
Funny how that works huh?

Would you like to stop being so terrified of others and what they think of you?

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