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Do you struggle with Father's Day?

Angie Monko - Sunday, June 18, 2017



While writing this, it's Father's Day, which can be a tricky day for
some of us.  Maybe we didn't have and still don't have the best
relationship with our dad. That's the case for me. How about you?

I mailed my dad a card on Saturday, and extended the invitation
to get together for some one on one time, not out of guilt or 
obligation on my part, but to truly get to know him. 

I realize when he ignores my attempts to be part of his life that
HE is hurting. The Truth is that I DO care about a relationship with
him, not out of desperation or needing his attention, but because I 
understand him and feel compassion for him.

I grew up in a perfectionist, critical household, where I felt I 
could never do enough to be okay.  I was afraid to make mistakes
because when I did, I made them very personal and feared that
something was wrong with me. Can you relate?

I learned that to punish myself with critical words was a way to
motivate me.  Motivate me toward what? Accomplishment and 
success, to make a certain amount of money or weigh a certain
amount, get someone's attention, etc.

Problem is that two scenarios are possible when I continue to
try to motivate myself from this "cracking-the-whip" mindset.

1) I don't achieve what I want, and I question my worth.
2) I achieve what I want, celebrate briefly, and it's on to the 
next pursuit.

Neither outcome is particularly satisfying, is it? Both outcomes
rely on things happening outside of our control in order to feel
good or enough. The odds of the stars aligning most or all of 
time in order for us to feel okay are slim to none. Sooner or 
later, life will catch up with us, and we'll realize we are not the 
ones in charge, and it's very tiring to keep up this struggle.

We need a better way, to stop this pattern of bullying behavior
towards ourselves. Perhaps our father was a bully towards us,
as in my case, or maybe you had the best dad in the world.

Regardless of the relationship with our father, the typical
struggle with Father's Day is a metaphor for our INNER
STRUGGLE of the masculine aspect of our selves being out
of balance and driving us
 hard to achieve and be better.

Further, the relationship we had with our dad most likely
significantly contributes to our current relationship with our
significant other.

Why should you care? This bullying, aggressive behavior
towards ourselves has a negative impact on our most important
relationship, the one with our spouse/significant other.  And would
you agree the quality of this relationship determines the 
the quality of our lives?

If you want to be happy and fulfilled, and stop the relentless
striving for more and more, the masculine push for external 
achievement (which has its place of course when in harmony
with our feminine nature) needs to be tempered.  It creates
a power struggle within ourselves, which leaks out and infests
everyone and everything.

Take this Power Struggle Assessment now and see what the
next step to Happiness and Fulfillment are.

Supporting you all the way,

Angie Monko

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